Working on a new post. I wonder what others are in the thunderdome. I have so much to prove. A list of things to write about:
- Dune, specifically Desert power
- Christine, and Stephen King archetypes
- early season exhibition blowouts
- Goodbye, Columbus, and Roth
- gluttony, Polar seltzer, empathy and compassion
- Ken Burns' The Civil War, and Abraham Lincoln, and 19th century America
Are my dreams coming true? Should I be drinking even more water? Some more things to write about:
- I should go see the new Imax. It is the thing to do. I could pick out an Indian picture instead. Let's play this out. The Villeneuve picture will be something, maybe an endless sermon.
- The hot 80s girl and the River Phoenix kid. The nerd who's "good" What does it mean to be Stephen King? The car that's a person. The clown terrorizing children. The stand against the antichrist. Am I missing anything? I haven't read much. The shape-shifters afraid of cats. Kids tear through a King novel all night long.
- I forgot a very important topic: Aaron Rodgers
- I need to find my King. Lets list some candidates:
- George R.R. Martin, Philip Roth
- should I allow outside research? DeLillo and Aira, too. No, they should be excluded. I read that Joyce book. I may one day read Ulysses. Is there a way to write that sentence so it reads in harmony with its inflection aloud? I'll keep inspiration to eyeshot. What a horrifying--harrifying--place it is to write in. Do I seem proud? My thoughts scatter, can I allow a jump ahead to those burning topics. How do I finish this one? Oh, right, James Crumley.
- Its like August in college football. Unbelievable optimism. We can feel perfection. We see the sets as they are supposed to be ran. If we don't, look out. What is this awful direction, going to push to another place. The new players! Who was today? Just Newby. How to talk without mentioning another thing that only gives it away?
- Ali Macgraw, our wonderful star. Was everyone reading Roth? Maybe they were. I wonder if I'll ever get sick. The protagonist is a bad person. The protagonist is an unlikable person. A good person thats also likeable? Oprah, Cosby. Mr Neighborhood. I forget his name. Surely a good casting of Brenda. I found Sarris's review. All his reviews are in the classical period. I am perverting the page. This is not a diary. It's not self-indulgence to dare to refer to the text. Moving on, I guess its a romance book?
- Be conscious of goals on a trip to the supermarket. They're not called that anymore. It's Wal-mart or Coborn's. There were more people in there today. In every aisle.
- I feel a cold Polar can. They raved on the coasts, now we know too. La croix is old and sad, but still cool in the right hand.
- This feels like a trap. Time to get up early. Maybe I need more of this.
- Listing notable aspects of or things in the series. It's constructed mainly from written materials. A letter from a soldier to his wife or mother. Other things written, too. Hmm, it's getting late.
Will this post transform into a singularity. Paring a bit. Is this just corruption or can I recreate the glory?
- Watching Jordan Love succeed in any moment at all has such thrill. I can't shed the Packers, why do I keep trying. Rodgers' face is ugly right? Look at his brother.
- A Song of Ice and Fire. A narrative zoomed-in way too far. What is my memory of this series? Its just Arya walking into a harbor, Jaime discussing goings-on in a castle.
- The structure is lost. Stray topics now. So Roth is popular because he writes about women from the perspective of men. Is it that simple? And the men are nasty; wonderful. Is there anything cooler than reading? Honest question. Playing a sport recreationally maybe. Depends on the sport though. I guess if one is reading YA that doesn't place as well. To clarify, I mean reading fiction. Non-fiction and theory is less meaningful in this context, unless the theory is smuggling style.
- the Holocaust
- I read pages of the Aira compilation again. What does that mean? It's always a man, an observer, in an ordinary context. He's brainstorming.
- Is someone is choosing to do that. Let's say they are. Well, they have to show the replay, and some teams do not push the ball. So they don't care, or they are stupid?
- Is this self-indulgent? No, it's just ordinary.
I've exhausted many topics. The quality of a book is measured by its readers. Someone writes some words, maybe sentences, but is it interesting. How would they know? Are they well-read? But what about varied taste? They want to become a better person--it is their duty!
- the cagey writer
- Is it always a choice to watch a movie? Often it is a choice with weighed options. I watched the animated Harriet Tubman movie in school. What about the choice made in leisure time. Maybe exclude those acquiescing to a spouse. I frequently make the wrong choice, even repeatedly, for an extended period. Like watching Affliction or Alien 3. Now I don't know if each of those individually were mistakes, but when they happen over and over, something is not right.
- the circumstances surround a good choice
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So back to Shoah. Any movie that works seems to probe at the same
question. Why is it pleasant? If I describe my taste I present an image
so bare and ordinary it seems to like a description best kept to private
life. I am reading more, and would like to continue to read more. Will I
wield the language to express these sorts of things.
